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[07 Jun 2006|07:04pm] Who else is love? pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005 Ooh Lovely Bones..

[05 Jun 2006|12:12am] i dont ever type in this thing. but i will soon. because im over alot of things. including those people i once knew. everyone has changed & confromed to feel better about themselves. & its rediculious, because out of all of them.. im honestly mostlikly the happiest one of them all because i am happy with who i am & i dont need to put up this big front on who i pretend to be in front of everyone. i love my life. its not the best. actually its far from being amazing or easy. but i love it. & i love who i am. & who ive become because of it. anyhow i think im going to go to bed soon. bye Ooh Lovely Bones..

[06 May 2006|01:48pm] the past few days=awesome this weekend=awesome my friends=awesome. flippin out & detatching=awesome. eric M is coming to get me so we can go to the shwo together word life. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[05 May 2006|04:49am] I LLOVE SEAN & TIMY FOR BEING THE BSTF RIENCSD EER WHEN I LOVE YTHEM Ooh Lovely Bones..

[05 May 2006|04:30am] im drunk. i fuckin hate this bnulslhti./ sto[p gfufionmh playing games iom done. thanks for aking me feel cheep & wating my time Ooh Lovely Bones..

new hair cut. & im to lazy for lj cuts. [04 May 2006|02:15am] 4 thoughts | Ooh Lovely Bones..

[29 Apr 2006|01:33pm] Today so far: Carlyn came over. & we went to the bank. then to get her a nose ring ball. & then to mahi mahs for sushi. it was yummy. & we walked around & looked at the hotrod cars that they had a show for. it was sick. i wanted to buy this one on sale but it needs maddd work. fuck, that shit sucks. haha. anyhow. its time for me to get back to being busy again. nicole is coming over. shopping time & going to tmobile store. to see megan & possibly get a phone today. & then who knows. & tommorrow: buschgardens. & then i start work at bruitis next week on saturday mostlikly. & then i gotta look into these apts. to get. i need a roomate. if anyone knows of someone. let me know. it will be mostlikly a two bedroom place. & i will be having a dog. so no people that are alergic. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[29 Apr 2006|02:17am] crazy week. outbreak was amazing. as was bracewar. i bought three shirts. & one for evan novak. cos he couldnt go. i have some photos. update with those later. im planning a trip to NYC soon. as well as to CALI. im going to cali before jannessa moves here. & then we are driving back together. im excited j is moving here. way excited. we will get a sweet little apt. together. holla. i got my hurrdresser back. hahahaha. anyhow. more ink this week. i gotta call & make sure he has the shit drawn up. & hopefully ill go to RVA soon. & have freeman work on my sleeve peice outline. but yeah anyhow.. i really need to go shopping soon. & i need those mavi jeans. BAD. asap please. soo yes. this means- going to the bank & getting a new account. & making payments to the old bank. haha. fuck. idk im out. LUKE- call me! we are hanging out sat morninggg & going out to lunch. my treat since you had me for my hangover on easter! <33 Ooh Lovely Bones..

[27 Apr 2006|12:21pm] yo forreal fuck this morning. im going nuts. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[26 Apr 2006|10:41pm] back that ass up yo.. hahahhaha.. 2 thoughts | Ooh Lovely Bones..

[26 Apr 2006|04:07pm] She doesn’t own a dress, her hair is always a mess If you catch her stealin, she won’t confess She’s beautiful She smokes a pack a day, oh wait, that’s me but anyway She doesn’t care a thing about that, hey, She thinks I’m beautiful Meet virginia She never compromises, loves babies and surprises Wears hi-heels when she exercises Ain’t that beautiful Meet virginia Well she wants to be the queen Then she thinks about her scene Pulls her hair back as she screams I don’t really wanna be the queen Her daddy wrestles alligators, mama works on carburetors Her brother is a fine mediator for the president Well here she is again on the phone Just like me hates to be alone We just like to sit at home, and rip on the president Meet virginia Well she wants to live her life Then she thinks about her life Pulls her hair back as she screams I don’t really wanna live this life She only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not Right, her timing is quite-unusual You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic And the shape of her body - unusual Meet virginia-i can’t wait to Meet virginia-yea 2 thoughts | Ooh Lovely Bones..

[26 Apr 2006|12:02pm] Ooh. I have got the worst case of gas. I swear on my life. its making my stomach churn. & i didnt drink last night either. WTF. haha. anyhow..im awake for the most part, even though i love sleeping. but i gotta get some shit done today. Tommorrow is Outbreak & Bracewar. Yes. STOKED!! Im excited, because i miss everyone. even if i see them all like twice a week anyways, i still miss them. ahh. I do belive I might be going up to baltimore on sat. this means, i can hangout with ben if he doesnt have work & or go visit my nana for the day? can we say shoping spree? yes. that is if she doesnt get mad about my tattoo. haha. eep. ugh this gas is kicking my ass right now fuck.. haha but im out. time to go get busy with the day & not waste it away. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[26 Apr 2006|01:41am] I seriously want to attack my tattoo with my nails. fuck, this healing process sucks. fuck this itch. one minute it itches, another it burns, another its fine. wtf. lame. hahaha but it looks good & i love it. thats all that really matters eh?! exactly.. anyhow, today was pretty uneventful. hangovers kill yo. seriously. i woke up a million times all throughout the night & morning. finally said fuck it. & woke up. got dressed. luke came over. he danced half naked on webcam to kays candian friend hahhaahahaahahhhahahaaahhahahahahhaa hahahhaha weakk sauce. shit was mad funny. then we went to burger king for hangover food. came home. watched a movie. i took a nap. woke up. it was mad late. so i just layed there staring at the wall. & then decided to watch tv. for once. normally i record the programs & watch it on boring days. well tonight was one. veronica mars was good. as was south of nowhere & instant star. stoked on the next few episodes i recorded. haha. ill watch them in like another 2 weeks. shittt. but yeah. the dog wont leave me alone she sleeps with me, she lays in my lap while im on the comp. she follows me to the bathroom even when i try to poop. god. i love this dog though seriously haha shes awesome. i cant wait to see Dan if i go up to NY.  i really cant. i miss him more than life. & hopefully i can convince ben to come see me & visit. i havent seen him in almost a year. ghaha since i lived in Richmond. yeah...almost a year something like that. thursday is outbreak & bracewar. get stoked. i know i am. "no one likes you, no one fucking cares! lets go!!" jannessa is moving here from cali soon. thats exciting too. ill have my own personal hairdresser whos amazing!! holla holla holla. & im pretty sure she will be getting an apt with me. word. i miss the poop out of her. sheesh. its been far to long. fuck. im out of smokes. this shit sucks. kay needs to get home & bring me some soon. shitt bitchhhh. where are you?!!! but im out. fuck writting anything more. & im out. 2 thoughts | Ooh Lovely Bones..

[25 Apr 2006|03:26pm] can we say wasted? yeah. thats me. on the bathroom floor of pbc at the show. i wasnt sleeping. i was done puking. hahaha <3 2 thoughts | Ooh Lovely Bones..

[25 Apr 2006|01:18am] I need to poop. I just thought you should know. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[24 Apr 2006|04:03am] by the way here was how my day went. i went to bed at 5am technically sunday morning. woke up at 10. called nicole. went to sleep for another hour. got up & got dressed..she came over & we went to busch gardens. Got there, bought a "fun pass" which means i can go untill sept. sometime. & then we procceded to go on roller coasters. it was already like 3 something when we got there. but whatever. we went on one & then went to get some lunch because we hadnt eaten yet. & i threw up because of the jerky ness of the end of the ride. ewwhh. while getting food, we saw tommy from iron boots. asked who he was there with & turns out hes alone.  so i invited him to tag along with us because its no fun ridding coasters alone. so we all ate our food & then went to go ride rides. we get to one of them..& wait for like god knows how long.. & sure enough they have technical difficulties. we had already boarded & everything & they made us get off. soo we stand back in line for another 20 min. i decide to ask some worker dude if i can get soem passes so we can ride  without going in the line again...he says come back later & ill hook it up. we left. went in search of another ride. we rode. tommy tried to take photos with his phone & completly missed nicole & i. hahahaha. we go to another ride & get soaking wet. & i do mean..soaking. we laugh. we all look a mess. & are tired because the rides keep fucking up. we wait yet again on another ride. & get told we cant ride due to "severe weather" wtf. there is barley any clouds in the sky. so we go & complain to guest relations. & in the end we each got two passes to admit 4 people on two different rides without having to wait in line.. VIP PASS!! so next sunday we are getting a bunch of people together. i told timmy to take off work, cos he was supose to come today if he didnt go to the superbowl. but he went to that..cos he wanted to get out of town. hopefully i can convince sean to come & with his gf. & whomever else. it will be fun. i gaurentee. ill make sandwhiches for everyone so we dont have to pay for expensive food. i also decided..we are brining my nanas wheelchair..so we can cut all the lines.. yes..fuck you tourist bitches..your the reason there are such long lines. stoked. anyhow, nicole & i left. went to cogans. got pizza & beer. hungout with people. no one was really there. oviously, they are in NY or watching sopranos. (wtf go get tivo) we finally left around midnight. & i came home & chilled since. ive been in an irritated annoyed mood due to long day & little sleep & being fed up. sorry if i lashed out kids. its life. deal with it. if not oh well its not like it hasnt been done to me. but im out. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[24 Apr 2006|02:09am] i dont know why i bother. i dont even care anymore. i feel like im running. im hiding from something or someone i guess. i want to erase everything completly from my memory & i guess deleting things is a sure start to recovery. maybe if i delete everything, i wont think about my family, i wont think about the stress, i wont think about the constant struggle, i wont have to worry about one fucking thing. why bother. Ooh Lovely Bones..

[24 Apr 2006|01:55am] under construction Ooh Lovely Bones..

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